Sunday, December 23, 2012

Saving a Life


I thank God every day for giving me His vision for starting Live Out Loud Charity. Today a life was saved through suicide prevention. I am so grateful I logged onto facebook. This isn't the first time I have saved someone's life via facebook, in fact if you refer to this blog: http://www.sherriegearheart.blogspot.com/2011/02/true-story.html you can read the story of the man in India and how I saved his life. But before I go forward with this blog, I must say, it isn't me that is saving people's lives, I want to make it clear, that I am only used as God's tool. It is God that intervenes and I do my best to listen when I am needed. :) Tonight I was needed by a younger girl who has been in an abusive relationship for years. She broke away and found someone who treats her right but when her abusive boyfriend came around again she found herself scared to say no. She was then beaten again and her fiance found out about it after she broke down to him. He called off the wedding. She then went on facebook one last time before she was going to end her life. She saw I was on facebook (thank God) and decided to reach out to me since she knows I run a non profit for suicide prevention. We started chatting and she opened up to me about everything. As a QPR certified Gatekeeper I used my training to take the proper steps and I always mention God in my stories as I am a believer and a Truth Media Certified Mentor. From there she started to see things clearly again and to place things into perspective. As the conversation continued she finally told me that I had saved her life. That she was going to end it all and logged on to deactivate facebook. By chance, as one last attempt she reached out to me and thank God she chose life, and thank God she chose to speak with me. I am so grateful to God. During that conversation she reached out to her fiance who was so happy to work things out and come over to her home to discuss everything with her. It will take her time to heal as she was in a very abusive relation ship and it will take her time to rediscover who she is again. I encourage everyone to leave their abusive relationships. Please. God wants the best for us. God gives us dreams so we can live them. I honestly believe God plants little seeds of dreams in our heart so we can make them a reality. I mention dreams because in a healthy relationship your partner will support your dreams not try to control you from living them. With all of that being said, I honestly believe God wants the best for us. Often times people hold their past regrets against themselves and feel they don't deserve best but as the quote above by Drake says, "No matter how dirty your past is, your future is still spotless," just goes to show that our current decisions matter and that we can turn our lives around. God wants the best for us!!! Bible says: "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 
I believe in God and it was my faith that carried me through my hardships. I thank God for my life every day and for my loved ones including my significant other which has brought so much happiness in my life. In this blog I placed two quotes that I just love. I hope you like them two.

Merry Christmas to everyone this Christmas Eve. I miss the days I would visit my grandparents and would be so anxious to see my gifts that I would open all my christmas gifts on Christmas Eve and have nothing for Christmas day. The tradition in my grandparent's household was to open one gift on Christmas Eve but of course as I am, I always have to somewhat break tradition and open them all. haha! So my grandma, over the year's starting saving one and hiding it well so I would have something to open in the morning. They have both since passed on and are angels in heaven. They brought so much peace and serenity to me. Because of them I have a strong faith in God, a hard work ethic, and a giving heart. I miss them dearly. This Christmas is a unique one as I am spending it with my parents, mom and Joe :) I am in Florida and it is my very first warm Christmas. I never thought Christmas could feel like Christmas with out the snow but let me tell you... I love it!!!! Merry Christmas all and God Bless everyone!!

With love,

Sherrie Gearheart
Miss Southern Illinois 2013

Saturday, December 22, 2012

My Journey

I love this quote! Sometimes I think we are so hard on ourselves..... just remember this quote! xoxo, Sherrie Gearheart

Friday, December 14, 2012

Love Story

Sometimes our outer shell says one thing to the world while our heart sings to a different tune. Set your heart free and watch the smile envelop your face. Your soul calm and at peace. Love.

This love story is between you and me. The world has nothing to do with it. For those in the limelight your love story does have an audience. Time and time again you must remind each other, the sacredness of love is between us: a man and a woman, a husband and a wife. Only these two can embrace this love. This love story is ours to redeem.

Love is our two hearts beating as one.You are my home. My home is within you and yours within me. Your smile my joy. Your hands the softness to my skin. Our love story is unfolding if we allow it to speak its eloquent words  and blossom its petals into a beautiful rose of life. Love is us, our undying connection, our faith in God that binds this love together, forever.

The bible says:

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8.

I love you. Will you be mine?

Sherrie Gearheart



Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Passport Missing

I will start updating my blog postings from last September...... I am bearing my heart and soul in my blog

You will never believe what happened to me in September. My life was turned upside down. My apartment was broken into and my passport was stolen just days before I had to leave overseas for my humanitarian trip to the Philippines. I had less than 5 days to get a new pass port, to move out of my apartment abruptly, and to pack for my trip in the midst of the confusion. While dealing with all these emotions I had to then prepare myself mentally for 24 hours of air travel time because once I landed I would hit the ground running with appearances galore as Miss Southern Illinois, VP of Project Michelangelo, and founder of Live Out Loud Charity. I was to complete a media tour to promote my charity work involvement and Jojo Sayson's new book Springboard to Heaven. There I was on the flight 5 days later, new passport in hand, extremely tired and fatigued from all my last minute packing, and just in disbelief that my life was back in boxes. I had created such a beautiful home, put so much time and energy into it for it to now be packed away and disheveled in a storage unit. I knew in two weeks Id return home without... a home. I told myself to focus on the present moment because I was about to embark on a journey I had never experienced before. This is the first time I am sharing this story publicly since well..... I didn't want people to worry nor did I want my personal life out there in the open.... AND of course I didn't know at the time who took my passport. Therefore, I shared my dilemmas with those close in my circle. I must say, if it was not for my close knit support system, I would have easily collapsed and never made it on that plane. Fortunately, I have people I can count on. So there I was, in sort of this daze on my flight to the Philippines sitting side by side with Jojo Sayson, President of Project Michelangelo Foundation. I had no idea what was in store for me. I feel that I experienced a lifetime worth of events in just 2 and a half weeks. My mind is still in disbelieve at how much we accomplished in that short time frame and yet..... there was still so much more to do. We plan to return in 2014. I will share in the blog posts to follow details of my Philippines Trip. Once I returned from the Philippines the month of September was over. The month of October was an interesting one as I closed a chapter in my life and began a new one. <3 br="br">Sherrie Gearheart
Miss Southern Illinois 2013

Deactivated Facebook

As usual I have been behind on blog postings well since the day I began blogging. As most of you know I stay busy with my commitments and responsibilities. The interesting thing is, I am never late on facebook postings. Facebook has become everyone's blog/website, etc. I decided about two weeks ago to temporarily deactivate my facebook account. I had never done this before and I have had facebook since 2008. Little did I know that everyone would freak out, thinking I had deleted them. So instead of getting a nice mini vacation from facebook I was inundated with phone calls, voicemails, text messages, and more. It reminded me of the time I became popular oversees when the same thing happened back in 2010 but that was through media recognition, not because I deactivated facebook. After over 300 phone calls and texts of everyone panicking in less than 24 hours, I decided to turn my facebook back on the very next day to give everyone a heads up. I actually thought my phone was going to blow up. It wouldn't stop ringing and buzzing. Needless to say I gave everyone a heads up this time so they can be aware that I am turning off my facebook temporarily. Some people were worried, others begged me not to, some were relieved I hadn't blocked them, and others said I was their source of inspiration and they can't function without me, etc. It was very interesting to see all of the responses. And although I want to be there for everyone all the time, sometimes I think it's important to take a step back and just be with me. I wrote everyone back before turning off facebook and I let them know it's only temporary and they can indeed go on without me for a few weeks. It's incredible how face book has become such a way of life. I am writing all of this to say I am updating my blog with my facebook postings and more. I will return to blog land before I leave on vacation to see my family. Although facebook can capture a status, an image, and a title, it can't capture a story. I plan to share my story with you. I leave for Florida to see my mom and family next week. I can't wait. A much needed vacation, time with family, and time away is needed.....and it awaits me <3 br="br">
Sherrie Gearheart
Miss Southern Illinois 2013

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Miss Southern Illinois 2013- Month One

 Miss Southern Illinois 2013, Sherrie Gearheart



 




On Saturday August 11, 2012 I was crowned Miss Southern Illinois 2013 on the pageant's 50th anniversary held in Marion, IL. I have to say God is great. I feel this title was destined by God. I kid you not, I had less than 24 hours to prepare for this pageant. I received a facebook email stating the Southern Illinois MAO local pageant needed one more contestant to give away three crowns and they asked if I knew of anyone that could fill in. I then replied asking if it was an open prelim or closed prelim.           The next morning, Thursday morning to be exact, I received the response email that said it was an open prelim which meant I could actually compete in it. Although I thought I was crazy for thinking such a thought, seeing as I was not prepared by a long shot, I still felt a nudge inside telling me to go.... this little voice saying, do it! I was quickly preparing for a photo shoot and was trying to run out the door to make it to the shoot but my mind kept racing toward pageant preparation and whether or not I could really pull this off or not. You see I had been traveling non stop for the past four months and lets be honest.... not in the best shape in my life. Yes I usually eat very healthy but the last 4 months I was enjoying myself. Why you might ask? Because I never indulge in unhealthy food so I told myself that since I was visiting family, going on so many work trips, etc that I might as well enjoy myself before I prepare for my Miss America local pageant which I thought would be in February. But of course God had a different plan. So back to the story, my minded roamed my apartment thinking of what I could possibly wear. I had to keep telling myself, Sherrie focus, you have a professional modeling photo shoot to get ready for and your photographer will be here any minute. So I ran out the door kind of in a whirlwind day dream. I briefly explained to my photographer the situation as we drove up to the shoot location in Racine, WI. During the entire shoot I kept thinking of the pageant during my mini breaks. Finally at lunch time I spoke to my photographer Gary Yallelus, in depth about the pageant. He told me to do it, to go for it! And so I took the leap of faith because I felt like God was telling me to go, it may sound silly but I just knew I was supposed to be there.... maybe not to win but to be there for the experience. I had to speak Jojo Sayson first since the pageant was set for 8pm on Saturday and I needed to shoot a commercial for his foundation on Sunday morning in Kankakee, IL!!! He told me to make a hard decision and that Project Michelangelo really needed me there for the commercial and that if I did the pageant I would surely miss the commercial shooting. Somehow in that moment I knew I could do both, I truly wasn't sure how but I put my full faith in God.  I picked up my cell phone to call the state director and told her I would do the pageant and oh boy that I needed the paperwork right away! She quickly connected me with the prelim director who said he would send it to me right away. Well.... I arrived home about 6:30pm after tons of traffic which made the ride home soo long and tiring, but I had no time to waste.  Right away I jumped into the pageant paperwork and in between mini breaks I pulled out possible pageant wardrobe. I decided to pull out a gown I had set aside for state a while back and an interview dress I set aside for state if I were to ever make it. I decided to wear the gown for the preliminary talent competition and the interview dress for this prelim instead of state. I practiced my opera song one time in front of one friend that visited briefly. I then pulled out a pageant swim suit from 2009 when I competed in MAO and I pulled out my state gown from MAO and it wouldn't zip up. I said a little prayer, "Dear God, please let this gown fit me on pageant night." I wrote my platform page within 30 minutes. This was easy for me. I live my platform every single day of my life. I of course prayed and prayed and asked God to give me His words so that I may properly express myself to the judges. I prayed for no typos too! I didn't have time to have friends or family to read my paperwork because the local director needed everything submitted that night. Talk about a rush of a lifetime! You may be thinking, oh it's just paperwork, c'mon! But if you know anything about a Miss America preliminary, you know how in depth this paperwork truly is and how important it is during the interview process. It was my resume that truly took a while because I had to follow the MAO resume protocol and answer intricate questions. The questions were easy for me.... I know what the biggest issue is facing our youth today, I work with youth all the time. I wasn't finished with the paperwork until 2am in the morning! Boy was I tired from a super long day that consisted of an in depth photo shoot, tons of traffic driving home, and pageant prep. The next morning I had a client and I could not cancel on her because she had a pageant that very evening/weekend, which by the way she ended up winning! So Friday morning I met with her and worked with her. I then ran out the door for a spray tan because Lord knows how pale I am!!!! Right before I ran out the door I packed for my entire trip to Southern Illinois in about 30 minutes. How I did this I have no idea. I kept praying and saying God please do not let me forget anything because I am going to be six hours away from home!!!!! I packed the entire car and jumped in on my way to my airbrush tan. On the way there I realized no one knew that I was competing except for 4 people I invited, all of which couldn't attend because of work and such last minute notice, not to mention it was six hours away so they didn't have time to move things around for that far of a trip. But my dad was with me so we had time to bond together and I felt that was the neatest thing in the world!!! He never goes to these things so when I packed up the car he goes, "Geez kid, I didn't realize you were going to take so much with you on this trip!" I said, "Welcome to my life! This is how it's been for the past five years!" lol. He laughed. It took us 7 hours of non stop driving to Southern Illinois and we finally arrived at the hotel at 11pm. I had to carry all of my luggage in myself since my dad is disabled and I didn't want his help in case he would hurt his back. At this point I was rather exhausted but told myself to trust in God. I finally fell asleep somewhere around say midnight or 1am. I was up at 6am preparing for everything. I was at the pageant at 8am and it didn't end till after 11pm at night. Talk about a long day!!! So what was it like?

Morning consisted of a lot of waiting. I was the last contestant in my age group so imagine waiting that long! It can make a girl anxious but I was fairly confident. I walked into the interview room and I did well. :)

Then I had talent tech. While in interview, followed by my talent tech, I was missing the dance rehearsal. That means when talent tech was over that I didn't know any of the opening number dance!!! No one was willing to teach me and for a moment it was disheartening. I asked the instructor to go over it with me and she did once. I then put my faith in God. And trust me when I say, I am not a dancer, I am a singer!!!

After dance rehearsal we had  small break, I asked a  few of the girls if they would help..... after a few declines I finally found a few girls that were willing to go over the steps. None of them were sure on the steps but I thought, well it's better than not practicing at all.

After running through the dance as much as we could I quickly drove to lunch to eat at a local restaurant in town. They messed up my order but boy was I grateful for any food!!! I ate what I could in record time and drove back to my hotel to warm up my vocals in 5 minutes. Then back in the car to return to the pageant venue.

Now I had 45 minutes for pageant prep, that meant hair and makeup, steaming my outfits, etc. Each of us contestants had to be ready about 5pm, fully ready to go while we watched the princess, preteen, and teen competitions. We were each exhausted, even the well rested girls were looking tired.

Then it was time for us to light up the stage. We were ushered downstairs to hurry and change. Next thing you know we were in position for the dance number that I had just learned a few hours earlier. I couldn't believe how well I did during the dance. Now, I am not saying it was perfect but wow... I was happy. I was off to a great start.

Next was swimsuit. I remember waiting in line as the last contestant to hit the stage in swimsuit. I did the best I could. I knew swimsuit was my weakest strength but I lit up the stage as best I could :)

Then it was time for talent. Ashley Hatfield was the emcee for the evening and she asked me how to pronounce the Italian operatic song that I was about to perform. I told her a few times and then I asked her if I could add one thing to my note card. I asked her if she could kindly add at the end of the song that I was singing this song in memory of my grandmother. You see, my joy of singing was very strongly connected to my grandmother. I used to sing for her all the time. I sang this operatic song for her so many times and one of the measures is completely dedicated to her. It's about her being my inspiration and driving force in life. I remember sharing this with her about a month before she passed away in 2009. She became teary eyed. So when I sang that song on August 11, 2012 I sang it for her. It's because of her that I am who I am today. My grandparents sacrificed so much for me and helped me so much and I will be forever grateful in my heart. I hope to be a wonderful grandmother like her one day. Ashley Hatfield, Miss Illinois 2007 and my role model since I was 17, told me she could indeed add to the note card that I was singing this song for my grandma. I heard Ashley announce me and read my song's intro. As I walked into place I thought of my grandma and my full inspiration behind the song.... which is rather personal and lengthy so I won't bore you :) I sang like I never sang before and I did it for her. As I walked off the dressers back stage were so sweet and they couldn't stop telling me how great I did and explained they were musically trained. I was teary eyed and completely in a different world. I miss my grandmother dearly and I miss my grandfather too. I hope they are proud :)

After the talent competition it was time for intermission and we were urged to change quickly. Now it was the moment of truth, would my even gown actually zip up all the way? I had shared my dilemma earlier in the day to the girls I was competing with. The dress wouldn't zip up and I asked if anyone had scissors. A girl was so kind to give me a pair and I cut out the boob pads built into the gown. And there you have it! It actually zipped up. Let me tell you, that was probably the tightest dress I have ever worn in my life but ya know what, it did the job, my prayer was answered, and I was very very grateful. We ended up standing and sitting in our gowns for sooo long before it was time for the evening gown competition. I couldn't even breathe. But I was so grateful that I just stayed focused and took mini inhalations. I found this rather hilarious and would chuckle every now and then. Then it was time.....I listened to the reigning queens give their farewell speeches. Emily Travis really touched my heart and as she gave advice to next year's queen I felt as if she were speaking to my heart. I could relate to her so much. I said a prayer to God and told him I would accept whatever he had in store for me. I told him I would trust in His plan and if I won Miss Southern Illinois that I would spend my year serving Him, my platform, and the MAO/MISA platforms. During the evening gown we finished with onstage question. They asked me, "Should you be crowned Miss Southern Illinois, how will you promote the title?" I passionately answered from my heart. Then we all waited for the tabulations. I had no idea if I would win or lose but I knew one thing was for certain, I would trust in God's plan. We were all called out on stage. 1st runner up was called. Then Miss Southern Sweetheart. Then Miss River to River. And then my role model since I was 17, Miss Illinois 2007, Ashley Hatfield, said, "From way up north, your golden girl, Miss Southern Illinois 2013 is Sherrie Gearheart!" I was so grateful, happy, and filled with emotion that it was unbelievable. And even though it has almost been a month since that crowning moment, I still feel as if I am dreaming. I am so grateful to God for granting me with this title, for allowing me to listen to Him and compete that weekend, and I promise to do my best this year. As crowning pictures happened I was able to meet with former Miss Southern Illinois crown keepers, chat with my beautiful director Judy Sims, thank my local director Jared Garrison, and share with Ashley Hatfield how big of an inspiration she has been to me for the last 5 years of my life. God really blessed me that night! He blesses me everyday but that night he really really blessed me and I will be forever grateful. My dad made his way to the stage and we laughed because we couldn't believe I did it in such short notice!! He was so happy and so proud of me! God is great!!!!

After crowning I did not want to take my crown off. In fact if I could sleep in it I would. hahaha :) I called my love first once I made it to the car. He explained to me that my dad had already told him. That's how excited my dad was for me!! I then called Jojo Sayson to share the news and to discuss tomorrow's commercial. He couldn't believe his ears! How did I win in such a short amount of prep time? Well one answer: God. He explained that I could arrive to the commercial site a little later. That meant I could actually get five hours of sleep that night! I was up bright and early and on the road. I ate along the way with my dad and then we arrived near Kankakee, IL to shoot the Project Michelangelo commercial. I couldn't believe that I was able to do both. I will be honest, I was exhausted beyond belief but that didn't stop me. Even my dad was able to join in on the commercial which was tons of fun and such a neat memory for us! Then Jojo and I had a meeting with an outstanding professor. We were interviewing her to possibly welcome her on board of Project Michelangelo's team of angels and heroes for every child. Then my dad and I had a long drive back home. About 10pm I arrived home and settled in around midnight. I was up at 7am for a Tiara Magazine photo shoot the very next day. My photographer and team of H&M and models arrived bright and early. Gary then insisted on taking a photo of me. Although I was exhausted beyond belief, I must say my smile was very very real. I am still so happy till this day.  The photo I am referring to is at the top of the blog and I am wearing yellow. I quickly did tons of appearances with my title. I have included a few shots :)

Here is a short mini highlight of the month so far as Miss Southern Illinois: shot Project Michelangelo commercial; professional photoshoots with different photographers; spoke with Randall M. Hultgren, U.S. Representative from the 14th Congressional District of Illinois; participated in Eid party as Brand Ambassador for Bollywood Saree Rentals (see pink outfit picture above); met with musical genius to work on my talent song for state; walked in a South Asian fashion shows; visited Devon Ave in Chicago as the brand ambassador for BSR and was asked for tons of autographs; booked the venue for my 3rd annual charity fashion show; and so much more!

One other major highlight that actually happened before winning my title was appearing on the cover of Allezom International Magazine because the editor truly believes in my cause, Live Out Loud Charity. Thank you so much Andre Hill and Mozella Robinson. Allezom International Magazine is read in Europe, Canada, and USA. As a cover model I will expand the presence into China, Philippines, and over 140 countries as that is where my Tiara fan base is from. God is great. I love you all and I thank you so much for reading. I leave for the Philippines on Sept 12, 2012 until Sept 30, 2012. Please pray I have safe travels. This is a charity trip for Project Michelangelo. Also, winning Miss Southern Illinois 2013 means that I will compete for Miss Illinois 2013 to be held sometime next June/July at the Marion Cultural Civic Center in Marion, Illinois. I am so excited.       I love you all. God bless! -

Sherrie Gearheart
Miss Southern Illinois 2013
Editor of Tiara Magazine
Executive Director of LOLC
VP of Project Michelangelo

www.tiaramag.net
www.liveoutloudcharity.org
www.projectmichelangelo.org


Friday, July 20, 2012

Traveling... a Girl's Best Friend

Photo by Leo Riingen
Bollywood Saree Photoshoot
Model of the Month for Conciousness Magazine
Photo by Gary Yallelus
I am rather behind with my blog posts.... this is because I have been traveling so much I have not had much time to do anything else other than my set appts, modeling jobs, editorial meetings, etc. So here is a quick overview of my incredible life.... a snap shot of the past few months...

During the month of May I hit the ground running and I still have not stopped. Leo Riingen flew in from the Philippines for Jojo Sayson's Project Michelangelo Charity meeting. He is one of our International Board of Directors. He is a very successful entrepreneur, a famous photographer for his work with celebrities, and a charitable man. Before our meeting we had a photo shoot..... People are loving the photos. Here is one I chose for you (see above in the pink top, left side). Normally my profile pics change on my fb page quite often... but this one is still up there!

I continued to travel and have meetings in May. I spoke for Action Magazine and this was the highlight of my year. Last year's highlight was singing in a nursing home around Christmas time. This year was speaking to our Urban Youth on the importance of suicide prevention. I was surrounded by amazing speakers from around the United States. I was amazed at how Kenya Nalls, the editor of Action Magazine, put on such an impactful and well organized event. After I gave my speech I was asked to speak for several other organizations. This was a true blessing. It wouldn't be a "Sherrie" appearance if I did not incorporate some sort of fashion into it right? So of course I HAD to wear a GORGEOUS necklace from Mali Jewelry store located on Michigan Ave. in Chicago, IL. Fashion makes people more relatable. When I wear something fashionable I notice that the youth respond more openly to me when I speak. This is just one reason why I love being fashionable.

I did tons more during the month of May but lets fast forward to June. During June I traveled to Florida where I spent nearly 3 weeks making appearances, speaking about LOLC, and more. I even had the privilage to fit in some time with my family since my mom & dad reside in Florida. The first week I spent my time as editor of Tiara Magazine at the American Spirit Pageant. I was surrounded by successful individuals constantly since Dennis Vanderginst, national director and founder of ASP, chose very efficacious and notable judges. This made the pageant very fun for me. Dennis also gave me an opportunity to speak to the contestants about suicide prevention. Everyone was crying during my speech because so many of these ladies had lost someone to suicide. Girls opened up to me during and after the speech and I continued to mentor them. This was a pivotal moment during pageant week. After my speech took place, the contestants went off to rehearsals, competed during finals, and had the crowning ceremony. Four wonderful women, the reigning American Spirit Queens, will appear on the cover of Tiara Magazine this fall. I am very excited about this.

After my time in Florida I traveled back to Chicago for 3 days and prepared for my trip to Texas and had an incredible photoshoot. I wore jewelry by Mira Shan and wardrobe by Bollywood Saree Rentals. A dream came true... I am now the Brand Ambassador for Bollywood Saree Rentals. I am so thrilled beyond belief, as you can imagine, it is every model's dream for this to happen. I love the owners of this company and of course I love their designs. There is one photo above taken by Gary Yallelus. H&M and Henna design by Nadia Wasim. (Photo is at top of blog post)

That weekend I flew to Texas to pass on my title as Miss United America.... I met such incredible women that truly inspired me. I was fortunate enough to interview all of the lovely contestants and had the honor of choosing 5 cover models. Of course I chose 7. Every contestant there deserved to be on the cover.... they were all so wonderful. My year as Miss United America has been an extraordinary one. Since the pageant was bumped up early this year I will continue to make appearances until October with my national title. After flying home from Texas I was home for a few days and then drove to the Miss Illinois MAO pageant. I concluded the month of June by watching this super classy and elegant event. Your new Miss Illinois is Megan Ervin and she will compete LIVE on TV for the title of Miss America.

July has been fun too. Two main highlights thus far with more to come....
I walked in the Summer Desi Bash as a runway model thanks to Noman Khan and Nishma Patel. This show was a blast. Meeting the other models was so much fun. New opportunities have presented themselves but of course I am not allowed to say what they are just yet so stay tuned. Also... I was chosen as Model of the Month by Consciousness Magazine and I am featured on the homepage of their website!!!!! Here is the link http://www.consciousnessmagazine.com/
The winning photo is at the top of this blog post. Photo credits: Photo by Gary Yallelus. Makeup by Jacklyn Sunshyne. Hair by Nadia Wasim. Jewelry from Pandora Store in Oak Brook, IL Vicki Fasso Misuraca. Designer Bryan K Osburn. Thank you to Aaron Robinson!!! I am so excited about this!

Now on with the rest of July.... I need to submit articles today to 3 publications and finish an interview for an international magazine. I will be out of town for two weeks as Director of Fashion Week. I will be appearing at the Miss, Teen, and Mrs. International pageants to interview the new winners. Last but not least we have a date set for our annual charity fashion show for Live Out Loud Charity: November 25, 2012. I will keep you posted. So far we have over 11 magazines giving full coverage to our event. Blessings to all.....

Sherrie Gearheart

Thursday, April 12, 2012

I want to go to India

Sometimes I have a love/hate relationship with the industry I am in.... In fact it's not my industry its more or less my feeling towards life's ideals. Let me explain my desire to go to India and maybe that will help clarify the feelings within my heart.

I see this beautiful world around me. Full of gorgeous people, amazing opportunity, love, and happiness. I also see a terrible world around me. Full of individuals without a home, poverty, sickness, and despair. At times, I want to give up everything. My status as an editor, model, my belongings, etc. Although, being an editor and model help bring awareness to many social causes I believe in, which is why I continue my work. However, I still have an urge to do more.... always. This urge never leaves me. Although I love luxury, I also can't handle the thought of others suffering. You see, I have this desire to go to India. I also want to visit other places as well but this is different. India is calling me. I remember several years ago while I was in my late teens, reading an article from the editor of a magazine who gave up her New York apartment and left unexpectedly to India to help people with Leprosy. Although her article was rather mundane, I still felt that stirred feeling inside, like I needed to do something too. At that time, it wasn't India but now it is. I'm not sure what I would find there. I have friends who are from India that love it here. They say based off my personality I would love it there. You see, I don't want to go for recreational purposes or for business or anything related to fashion/modeling/pageantry. I just want to go for perhaps a spiritual reason and more so to help people. I very much appreciate the beautiful world around me full of possibilities, I do. But I suppose I want to shed light onto others so they too can see a beautiful world around them. I do this a lot with LOLC and the other charities I am involved in. I guess it saddens me sometimes that I can't do more. They say everything has a season. This is true. I can do more with my charitable endeavors once I am finished with a few projects.... so I just have to choose to be present in the moment, not lost in the future or past. But, I still can't help but feel this need to be there.... Away from here. Like I said, there are many places I want to go but those are for business and personal. I even want to go to Jerusalem for religious purposes. But I can't shake India. I just need to find a way to fit this into my schedule.... so I can finally find out what this feeling is really all about. I have no expectations of something grand... in fact I expect very little. I will have to wait and be patient, when the time is right I will fly out.....

Sherrie Gearheart

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Untitled Poem


Untitled
Poem written by: Sherrie Gearheart
Sometimes life leads us in circles
and those circles become smaller and smaller
until the lessons are learned
In order to break the cycle
we must harness the power within
to walk a different path
one unchartered, untouched, and unknown.
Be fearless in pursuit of joy.
Some of us settle for less.
Some of us choose happiness.
Some of us never choose, we let
others choose for us.
I hope if there is one thing
I have taught you,
it is to question everything,
to not believe the masses at face value,
to defy so called law,
and to love what is true.
-End
www.sherriegearheart.com

Saturday, April 7, 2012

New Poem

Here is my new poem I wrote today on the way to my appearance. It just came to me so I quickly and I wrote it down.

Untitled
Sometimes life leads us in circles
and those circles become smaller and smaller
until the lessons are learned
In order to break the cycle
we must harness the power within
to walk a different path
one unchartered, untouched, and unknown.
Be fearless in pursuit of joy.
Some of us settle for less.
Some of us choose happiness.
Some of us never choose, we let
others choose for us.
I hope if there is one thing
I have taught you,
it is to question everything,
to not believe the masses at face value,
to defy so called law,
and to love what is true.

-End
Poem written by: Sherrie Gearheart

Saturday, March 31, 2012

A new poem, achieving the impossible, Updates Galore, and more!

When I dance, I am free. When I sing, I am at peace. When I give to charity, I am fulfilled. When I speak, I am alive. When I pray, I am all of these things and more. -Sherrie Gearheart

Wrote a new poem today. It will be in my poetry book coming out this summer, the books called RAW. Ive included it for you at the end of this blog.  I can't believe how fast this year is moving. I have a few personal goals in the works. Also, Tiara Magazine is achieving some phenomenal things this year too. It's hard to comprehend sometimes, how many things are moving at once, up the ladder. Between Project Michelangelo, Live Out Loud Charity, Tiara Magazine, and my personal goals, I am very busy and yet fulfilled which is important. I could just spend days talking about the positive things happening within these organizations, but if I did that, then nothing would evolve because things are moving that fast. I'm really used to the fast paced lifestyle. In fact, Ive tried to force myself to slowdown since I am taking college courses again.... I am in month four this year already (with classes) and I am still trying to sloooow it down lol. I know it's just a phase but the fast paced lifestyle isn't. :)  And that is fine. I do have to say I am proud that I took an 8 week course and passed. Its usually taken in 16 weeks with a pass rate of 30%. And yet somehow I managed to pass it in 8 weeks with a very good grade. I can't say it was easy because it wasn't. It took a lot of hardwork and dedication. And now I am in the follow up course and my professor stated to our class that it is impossible to pass this course. I spent time with her the next day to work on material I missed while I was away at a business meeting. She shared with me that I will be one of less than a handful that will pass. I hope she's right.... I know she will only be right if I continue to work hard. My education is very important. I am part of an honors society which I have received two awards from and I am working on becoming part of another honors society. It's hard to maintain school, my business, and my charitable work/appearances all at the same time. I think what is hard about it is the fact that everything is moving so fast (meaning new advancements are happening all the time because each thing I am part of is successful so there is never a dull moment).... many people are constantly wanting to connect with me, form partnerships, to have me speak, etc. And I have had to learn to say no to some things so I can finish earning my education which is also very important to me. I currently have academic honors. People who know me call me an over achiever...  I believe if you are going to do something then you should do it right. Why go to class if you only want a C grade. What are you really walking away with then? I know if I get accepted into one of my top schools I will have to shift things in my life.... but I will cross that bridge when it happens. Right now I am finding time to still enjoy life little bits at a time (even though if you have ever taken an accelerated college course you know that is near impossible!!!) One of the things I did was reorganize my walk in closet and I JUST LOVE IT!!! I hung my jewelry on the wall like art and I bought eco friendly hooks and placed those high up on my wall to hang my purses. My shoes were then placed on the shelves. My pageant gowns were placed in bins and all of my jewelry was completely organized. I LOVE it. I have so many shoes that I was thinking of creative ways to hang those too but for now I am happy with the way things look. I took out most of my winter wardrobe and replaced it with new items that are spring appropriate. Sometimes I feel like I am the only person in Chicago wearing spring colors. I can't stand seeing all the blacks, grays, and dark blues. Come on people, lighten up for spring. I love the splash of color that is displayed in my wardrobe. I bought some pastel pumps and purses.... Yes I kind of went on a shopping spree..... I am also adding an authentic oriental handcrafted piece of furniture to my office collection. My office has a feel of oriental theme meets fashion. I know it sounds strange but I love it. I didn't expect it to happen that way but while I was unpacking my items from storage I realized I had all these little oriental trinkets I had collected throughout the years along with my beautiful bamboo plants that I have had forever. I think my bamboo loves my place because it sprouted two new babies after I gave it, its new home. It is extremely rare for bamboo to do that. Speaking of plants I placed my grandmothers vine plan in the corner of my bedroom hanging from the ceiling. This plant has been in the family for over 50 years. I can not express how much I love seeing it everyday when I walk into my room, it lights up everything. Not only did I organize my walk in closet, my makeup drawers and my office, I also did more. I had a shopping spree at the container store and bought organization items for my kitchen and bathroom too! I plan to finish a couple organization projects this summer which will be fun for me. I have also enjoyed writing music again and dancing. I absolutely love to dance. To enjoy life I had my niece Cassidy with me an entire weekend, we baked, celebrated her birthday, and had tons of fun. I just love being around her. And I just want to express that I love my job. Being editor of Tiara Magazine is very fulfilling. I love all of our models, board members, brand ambassadors, and Tiara family. I love the partnerships, the meetings, etc. I use my creative mind in a different way with my business whereas my creativity would normally in the past be viewed through music, art, and dance. For now it's with marketing, advertising, managing, and more. It works. One of my favorite events coming up is for LOLC. We are partnered with a fitness company that is presenting how suicide prevention (LOLC) and fitness is closely tied together. This will be held at Columbia College's Health Fair in Chicago, IL. I am very grateful for this opportunity. I am also emceeing a charity event in about a week as Miss United America along with my dear friend Jojo Sayson. The same week I am emceeing a fashion show and I get to model as Miss United America again! The following week I am performing an Easter Cantata which means the world to me <3 April is a busy month.

Aside from organizational plans and educational goals.....

I also have many travel plans this year. I am passing on my title in Austin, Texas at the Miss United America Pageant. I have friends in Texas and one of Tiara Magazine's brand ambassadors is from that area. I plan to visit with her this June. Her name is Crystal Howard and she is competing at Nationals a week before my national pageant. I am so happy I get to meet her sooner than expected =) I am visiting Florida to see my mom. I can't wait to see her. I miss her so much. We talk almost everyday... for hours. LOL. I am also going to the Philippines for Project Michelangelo as the Chief of Public Relations. I look forward to the charity work. I am also traveling to Spain for the Miss Intercontinental Pageant since Tiara Magazine is their official magazine, they are sending me out there :) I am working on a trip to Milan at the moment and England. I need to go back to my roots... its a long story.

I have had several photographers reach out to me that want to shoot with me on a one on one basis. I'd love to shoot but I have 6 shoots to plan for Tiara Magazine at the moment!!! I am scheduling a shoot for our 12 beautiful Brand Ambassadors, our new cover model winner (tba very soon, there will be a voting process set up soon), a shoot for our spectacular fitness issue premiering in China, an editorial shoot with a high end boutique in Chicago, and more! Photo shoots Galore!!!! So you can imagine how I feel about shooting for myself at the moment....

Here is the poem I mentioned above. I wrote a song when I was 16 about a woman losing her husband in the war. I wrote it while my grandfather was dieing in the hospital. My grandmother told me I was writing it about her and my grandpa, since he was in the war. It's clearly been several years since then and I started working on this song again. Ive been working on new verses. I have recorded several different versions. Today was completely different though. Today it came out more like a poem with a different feel. So I decided to keep this version as a poem. As for the song... it is still in the works. I hope you like the poem.

The Story
Poem by: Sherrie Gearheart

My God, My God
we shared so many moments
happy as can be
when he'd kiss me.
He'd grab my hand,
pull me close,
we'd dance in the sand,
I'd look into his eyes.

My God, my God
How could this be?
Another chapter
in this story
The fact of the matter is
that chapter is done & ended.
I can't pick up the pen and write again
in this dead end.

My God, my God
When I look into his eyes
I see the whole world
And now it's compromised.
How do you expect me
to wake up and live again
when you took away the one thing
my baby

My God, my God
I can not go on
living in this nightmare
this ain't fair
you cant tell me to smile
when my days are black and bleak
How dare you make fun of me
he was my baby

My God, my God
I'm so alone
missin him
his eyes, his wit
and now here I sit
Will he walk through that door
I sit and wait,
was this all fate?

My God, my God
how could you take
my baby from me?
Is this all a dream and fake?
I open my eyes, I toss and turn
was this all a lie?
Why...why....
These tears in my eyes
All I can do is cry.

-Sherrie Gearheart

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Quote- Pieces

Sometimes picking up the pieces is a hard thing to do. Imagining what those pieces look like after they are all put together makes it all worth it. The puzzle isn't a mystery any longer when you make the choice to begin. One piece leads to another, which eventually leads to your masterpiece. Reading this quote took you only seconds.... those seconds pass quickly. Wait no longer so your puzzle can be made manifest and in full fruition. It starts with moving that one piece of the puzzle.~ Sherrie Gearheart.

Photo by: Gary Yallelus from recent magazine shoot. I was not modeling that day I was simply directing the photoshoot as the editor of Tiara Magazine. We will have the American Elegance Queens on our cover!! I can't wait. As for the pic... Gary just wanted to shoot away, I should have known! lol. It was fun but that day I was more the editor than anything else =) I can't wait to actually have a "real" full out shoot with Gary again!

Friday, January 20, 2012

Skincare Regimen

Hey everyone! I have not been on here in what feels like ages and there is so much to write about. But first I must tell you about my new skincare regimen. I started using Evan Healy Skincare. You can learn more about it at http://www.evanhealy.com/  This is a wonderful company that is fairly traded and uses the best ingredients possible to restore balance in our skin. Here is a little on blurb taken from the Evan Healy website, "We source our pure Facial Tonic Hydrosols from a few select small, organic farms. Each batch is delightfully unique, much like a vintage wine. Each reflects the magic of the crop, the year, and the land from which it is harvested. This is the charm of using fresh pure plant waters. For instance, our lavender hydrosol smells like the authentic lavender plant itself, and not a synthetic fragrance approximation. It is warm and herbaceous with a slightly sweet honey-like note." This is very true. When I use the Rose Geranium Facial Tonic Hydrosol it smelled like real rose not the synthetic aroma you find in other products. I was first introduced to a Tea Tree Cleanser by Evan Healy a few weeks prior to using their Balancing Rose Kit (which I will tell you all about below). I was LOVING the Tea Tree facial cleanser. I used to look at washing my face as a chore everyday because I wasn't that excited about my cleansers. But the Tea Tree cleanser left my face so awake, refreshed, and clean that I actually couldn't wait to wash my face when I woke up and before I went to bed. In fact I couldn't wait to get home everyday just to wipe off my makeup, and wash my face to feel the refreshing feeling again. I noticed it reduced the size of my pores right away and it lasted. I started to receive compliments on my skin again! If you know anything about Tea Tree you know it can smell harsh and actually be rather harsh for the skin. However, Evan Healy has created my favorite facial cleanser and that is the Tea Tree cleanser. Because I loved this product so much I was willing to try one of their kits. There are 3 main kits. They are outlined below:



Signature_red Rose Treatment line helps re-establish a healthy hydro/lipid balance to combination skin. It is also appropriate for mature skin with fine lines and wrinkles. Our Rose Line features gentle and balancing essential oils of rose geranium and carrot seed.
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Signature_blue Blue Treatment line helps reduce inflammation and restore normal function to sensitive skin conditions, especially the sensitivity that accompanies rosacea, psoriasis and eczema. Featuring tranquil and calming essential oils of blue chamomile, lavender and immortelle.
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Signature_yellow Blemish Treatment line was created to deep cleanse, detoxify and refine pores. It helps restore normal function to blemished, oily and/or teen skin.
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I was originally using the Tea Tree Cleanser which usually comes in the Blemish kit or you can purchase it separately (like most of the items). I really don't have blemishes on my face, only once in a while. So I was willing to try something else. Sometimes I have sensitive skin but I decided to go with the Rose Kit.  What I noticed about the Rose Kit is I don't like the facial cleanser at all. I tried it for three days and it left my skin with an uncomfortable and slight tingle. Now, like I said I have sensitive skin sometimes. I am not a fan in general about Milk Cleansers because they tend to feel filmy. What I can say is it was the best Milk Cleanser I have ever used in the sense that it left the LEAST AMOUNT of film on my face. I realize some people swear by these type of cleansers, if that is there preference then they should give it a try. So what I did is went back to my tea tree for the rest of week 1. I still used the other items in the Rose Kit. I LOVE LOVE LOVE the Rosehip Treatment serum (which you mix with the hydrosol) and then follow up with the lotion. Their lotion is probably my all time favorite. It is called the Rose Vetiver Day Moisturizer. It makes my skin feel completely hydrated and supple. One thing I was warned about with the Tea Tree cleanser was that it might be a little too harsh in the winter since our skin tends to become dry during the winter months. I think I agree. I think I should try and use their cleanser from the sensitive kit. I plan to pick that up next week sometime and blog about it. I have yet to try the Clay Mask which I heard can revitalize your entire skin in as little as 3 weeks. My favorite part about this product line is that you can mix and match and find what works best for your skin. I love their pholosophy, how they help women, their mission, and the high quality of their ingrediants. I know when I am using an Evan Healy product on my face that I am using the most organic, healthiest, and sustainable product on the market. You can't beat that!  I will finish blogging about Evan Healy in the weeks to come at TiaraMag.net Our writer at Tiara Magazine, Amruta Gadgil, has started Even Healy with me as well. Her blog will also be posted at tiaramag.net  P.S. I bought my kit at WholeFoods Market! Just a little FYI =) ---Sherrie Gearheart